Well the most common way people become models are going to a open call for a agency, if the agency like what they see in you, They will offer you a contract to sign with their agency. Once you sign the contract, the agency take you under their wings; coach and guide you to a modeling career. Tell you if you need to work on any physical appearance, losing weight, or changing hair style etc. Set up test shoots for you, send you on casting calls for gigs. Once you start going through that process, I’ll say you are official living the model life.
Eh, I don’t like when people be like “black girls watch out cause white girls getting booty these days” cause to a black girl’s ears it kinda sounds like “watch out because your only value is your fetishized body and once that’s gone you’ll…
^^^ true. I get it all the time. I know I shock ppl with my view of myself.
Being in a genuine real relationship seems to be a lost art. It’s lost to people, “just talking” while they’re free to thirst over other people via social networks and you really can’t get mad at them, because you’re technically not together. It’s lost to people who would rather date their instagram feed than the person sitting at the table across from them.
I want to go to my ex’s show to show him support. Why bc I was with him for 3 going on 4 yrs of my life and I learned him inside out. I know that he’s never had someone affirm him and tell him he’s amazing. No support. I think most of his confidence comes form his ability to get women. Women are swoon by him. I think he also enjoys and feeds off of the hate he gets from dudes. Dudes hate on him bc of the attention he gets but at the same time they know they can’t beat him. My ex is a boxer with a terrible temper.
But the reason I don’t want to go, is bc I don’t want to end up back in that odd place of: I want you to myself/but I want my distance/I’m only comfortable with you/you make feel uncomfortable bc I can’t lie to a person that knows everything about me/I’m still attracted to you and out of all the guys in here staring at you I actually know what you look like naked/I still think about your face when I use to make you cum/i remember what we did here/god I’m sick of my mom talking about you/I miss you/but I’m scared of you/I want you to be proud of me/why do I still value your opinion/I want to spend more time with you but after all I’m ur ex boyfriend.
I don’t understand how chicks be out here with no bra just letting their nipples show. Like I don’t have cute lil A cups, with nipple piercings. My C cups are pretty substantial. If I did that it would be very uncomfortable for me. Ppl look at my boobs anyway bc they’re perky and bouncy, so I can’t imagine my nipples pressing threw my shirt too. So you can see the shape of my breast, you can see how big they are and then my nipples too? Noooooo. When had a bf I was sexually active with, that was one of the ways I stimulated him. So to me that’s a sexual and suggestive thing only. I’m sitting here trying to figure what to wear to work tomorrow, and I have something, but it would look better with out a bra. I can’t do that tho.
if theres one thing ive learned about young men is that you need to recognize when they are naturally wild and do not give a single fuck about how you feel. which is why you gotta have your eyes open and see people for what they are. we want to close our eyes to the truth of people sometimes because its hurts when its blatant but i really need for yall to understand what type/who people are and have the strength to cut them off if they are making life more confusing and frustrating.